The rule of 3
Twice the same prayer, on different occasions:
I’m at wit’s end! What else can you show me?
“The Angelic Assembly is waiting for the real calling from the individual— a calling usually born of despair and frustration or disappointment in the world seeking for something more real, more authentic, more permanent and more essential to their true nature and purpose for being in this world at this time.” The Rays of Initiation
Both times over a case of forgiveness not working as planned. The first time after a practice as beautiful as I had ever found: Why isn’t it working?
“you have to forgive yourself first!“
“it must be important“
These four words led to a complete reversal to so many assumptions, I think of it in these words: “Here, dear, you’ve been using that telescope backwards. Try turning it around!”
(Secret of Heaven 131: The preoccupation with error is a decision not to know.)
Now I remember another time, when I had my own version of “the definition of insanity”
My version was, after trying every right way, try the wrong way?
But this was spoken in retrospect, in gratitude for unmerited favor.